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i’m not entirely sure about this though i know that chuu, stylenanda and mixxmix all have english versions of their website so you might just try to put something in your cart and try out if it works (for other sites as well) i’m currently super broke and shipping to germany costs a ton because of the customs as well so i can’t help you a lot :( maybe someone else can? just send me a message and i can post it!
you should try yesstyle! they have mostly everything and ship around the world. it isn’t expensive at all, it only took a lot of time to arrive. i bought a backpack and it is beautiful <3 you only have to watch out the discribtion for your size. they give it mostly in cm and inch, you have to mess yourself first.
When I was little I had my puberty very early, just to let you know at 6 years old I recieved stares and comments from girls and boys from my age because I developped breast already.
I was pretty insecure until I got my period at 9 and, little by little grew up slower as I slowly reached my adult height somewhere between 157 and 160 cm.
That said I was a pretty greedy child and never cared about my weight or anything, I just hated to be “that one girl with the big boobs”, “the small woman”. My body changed so quickly I had to wear large clothes to hide my new curves, I thought I was ugly: my body seemed too big for me, EP class was a torture… you know how kids are mean to each other right ?
Anyway I stabilized in high school at 55 kgs for 157 cm, eating well, feeling better, then after graduating I came to a program for “elite” students, like I don’t know how to explain since it’s CPGE in french but it was very tough and the teachers were absoluetly awful to me… I litteraly re-lived my childhood nightmares and mentally broke down when they threatened to expulse me for “bad behaviour” and “poor results”. I mean I never had those kind of problems before, teachers used to love me when I was in high school, I was that quiet yet attentive pupil and I still was back then but hey some people pretend they’re gods themselves. Anyway my parents were called to discuss my situation and I wasn’t there to defend myself because I was stuck somewhere. They believed the teachers and not me… like usual.
I was expulsed and fell on a downward spiral with food.
Nothing would ever comforting me except food.
I would eat all day long and all night if I could.
When I was bored I ate, when I was furious/sad/happy/frustrated I ate. Everything was an excuse to eat. I was very unhappy with my parents behaviour, unhappy with my situation and put on 11 kgs to my body during the next 8 months.
As I got fatter and fatter, my mother started to criticize me in a bad way, threatened me of health problems when I’ll be 20 etc… Started to yell at me each time she sees me doing nothing and louder if she caught me eating stuff. I had to hide to avoid her screaming, only got out when she wasn’t around.
I think I could eat circa 2500 to 3500 kcal on a day at that time and I was very sedentary. I think I have a pretty good metabolism since I could have put on much more weight.
In June 2013 (66 kgs) I was sick of hearing her bringing my body down and started to want to lose weight since I was more tired in my everyday life: mowing the lawn or even walking or taking the stairs felt like dying for me…
I cut my snacks and juice over consumption the first week and shed 3 kgs immediately… then plateaued for another week, I was about to give up until I discovered myfitnesspal. I was pretty skeptical when I read the “témoignages” but got nothing to lose.
I signed on, started to do sports and eat until satiation (easy and fast since it was summer) at the end of summer I got to 59, and in october reach my high school weight 55.
That wasn’t enough for me, I got down to 51 in january 2014 but in losing muscles: I didn’t eat a proper amount of protein and my trainings were mostly cardio… explains a lot. I felt cold due to the lack of muscle, I was slim but didn’t shed much fat.
I gave up and at the end of summer I came up to 57.
September 2014, I discovered intermittent fasting which I apply ever since and gave up cardio to HIIT. Perfect combo fat killer !
I when down to 52-53 kgs on january 2015 and my body fat was at 17% (lowest body fat ever).
I had a foot injury at the end of february so I couldn’t HIIT for 2 weeks.
My body is at his best condition ever, I can feel and see my muscles in my legs, butt and arms when contracted. I see that my abs are beginning to draw a little but I sometimes have urges to eat a lot of carbs (missing sports sessions messes with my appetite) and I respond not so well to ignore it.
For example this week I had an enormous amount of carbs from wednesday 18 to yesterday (sat 21).
I was so worried to put back a bit of the fat I shed that I decided to carb cycle today (sun 22).
I also started to drink a proper amount of water (I wasn’t drinking enough before because I was focused on the number of my weight).
This morning I knew that those kind of heavy carbs binges are due to my period which will come in a few hours ><
But my belly was like when I weight 53 kgs, I just do water retention since I saw 54 sur ma balance this morning.
So much worry for nothing gaaaah !
But since today was my D1 carb cycling combined to IF, I will do my 3rd sport session of the week.
Hoping to see results at least in the mirror tomorrow.
I will udpate that tumblr very veryyyyy often to motivate me. ^^
Let’s stay positive !
I feel the same, i also get into puberty very early. Because i am a big kid (now 165cm) and used to grow up really fast, i eat a lot so i gained weight. Not so much that i was fat, but my skin is sensitive, so i have a lot of streching marks now TT_TT i also want to lose weight and come to a good looking figure. I think 54 is a good weight for me (i am about 61kg now)
Good luck and stay healthy ^^
I mean…it’s true tho